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This is how it goes. past few weeks, have been the toughest of them all. my stolid expressions have gotten me as far as i need to see the truth. i might have lost a few friends, one of which means a lot to me, no matter what she thinks. my friend daniel is leaving for a 4 year college. im going to miss him so much. i've known him for about 17 and a half years. He is my brother. we don't talk as as we probably should, but nonetheless i love him.
i had a few photoshoots, went well. im going on tour with section 8 and strung out in october.
it really occured to me that i found a special girl when i was at the bus station with her, i look directly across and i see and old women, a friendly face, looks like shes a kind person, has a great heart, and loves to play bingo on sunday afternoons. There was somthing about the look she gave me when i was holding my baby, something that she missed most, something that i had reminded her of, SOMETHING! i felt bad, because i had something that she didn't. And i wish i could have helped her because i know i will be like that one day, an old person that misses the shit out of their loved one. It then hit me when i was driving back home, that i missed my loved one. I wished i could go back in time, i now know the feeling the poor old lady had. and so I cried, for the old lady and i. I cried with tears, which wasn't possible ever before in my life, and this time i cried and i didn't want the attention. I'm saying this because i want everyone who reads this to know, that i love kristen, and its a love that i can't discribe, but its real, and very meaningful. No matter what other people have to say, it'll last, and last a long time.
im about to cry. fuck off.
here are some pictures from the best weekend in my life.


this is what i got to wake up too.
 these are who i love, a few are missing, but these people are my loves of my life.
 and who i love the most.
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